You are showing me a lot. You are showing me that life is WAY bigger than my tiny problems. I am learning what a real faith looks like. I am learning that real faith isn't nice and neat, and that things don't always have a perfect ending. In the end You are glorified, but sometimes You aren't glorified by way of my plan. Tonight I watched a movie, To Save A Life, about a kid that didn't know You but still could see what real faith was and picked out the fakers immediately. The movie takes you through his journey of coming to know You and I loved that they didn't portray it as perfect as He got to know you more. It almost got worse but he learned You are there, even in the messy. God, how could someone not fall in love with you? How is it that I ever find you boring or your words boring? I am sorry for ever trying to put on the perfect little Christian face and pretend I have it all together even though the only thing even holding my shattered existence together is You. Thank You for walking through the muck with me. I don't appreciate You enough. In this moment I am.
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thank you.
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